I drove early to the beach this morning and sat in the sand to watch the waning moon in the east move to almost directly overhead, floating in and out among the clouds. It’s surreal at the beach at night, the giant sky above and the ocean out before me, barely able in the darkness to tell where the two meet. The ocean roar is loud at surf’s edge, so I sat back on the dune, where the sounds of the waves were less overwhelming. At surf’s edge, it is easy to lose myself in the senses of it: the roar of the waves, the incoming tide, the splash of the seawater, the ions in the air. At surf’s edge, I can experience it, but it is on the dune that I reflect. Reflecting on it allows me to more fully appreciate the magnitude of what I just experienced. It lets me bask in the feeling of it, to stay in the vibe of it. The longer I stay in the vibe of Happy, the more Happy I will attract into my life. The more Happy I have in my life, the more the UN-Happy circumstances and people will fall away, making room for more Happy. Watching the stars at night reminds me everything is a cycle. We move in and out of each others’ lives, in and out of situations and circumstances, a constant display before us of what it is we are attracting, what we are a vibrational match to. Continue reading
Daily Archives: May 1, 2013
Someone thinks she’s a vixen who stole my man?? Why are you twisting words to stir up drama for something long over?
To the one trying to portray she is some kind of “vixen who stole my man,” um, we were apart and done when you hooked up, as my posts clearly state, although you and T were still together. Since you included links to the old news, readers will see that my posts DO NOT say what you say I said. I never alleged you met in person before you did. You twist words to stir up drama and attention, as he does. I’m glad you found each other. He and I never intended anything long term but friendship, honesty and soul work. I called him that nickname because he told me he loved it, that it made him happy for everyone to think of him as being joyful. You and he are much more suitably paired. I wish for you only what I wish for me, to be left alone to enjoy my peaceful, happy life. If you are so happy, why are you still focused on me months later? I merely responded to his false claim I got him kicked off Facebook. I don’t care who he’s with, we were no longer together nor want to be. We want different lives. I have no issue with you, we don’t run in the same circles nor do the same work, and I won’t be reading your pages. Now you want to be thought of as a vixen? Vixen definition: A woman regarded as quarrelsome, shrewish, or malicious. You know yourself best, however it’s likely just another example of why you shouldn’t use a word or speak on topics you aren’t actually familiar with until you educate yourself. It must have taken hours to write that post and include all the links to what would be old news except you keep bringing it up to stay in the spotlight. Lighten up, be together, have fun, live happy lives focusing on each other, not on me. The best is yet to be.
This morning’s meditation on the beach
I drove early to the beach this morning and sat in the sand to watch the waning moon in the east move to almost directly overhead, floating in and out among the clouds. It’s surreal at the beach at night, the giant sky above and the ocean out before me, barely able in the darkness to tell where the two meet. The ocean roar is loud at surf’s edge, so I sat back on the dune, where the sounds of the waves were less overwhelming. At surf’s edge, it is easy to lose myself in the senses of it: the roar of the waves, the incoming tide, the splash of the seawater, the ions in the air. At surf’s edge, I can experience it, but it is on the dune that I reflect. Reflecting on it allows me to more fully appreciate the magnitude of what I just experienced. It lets me bask in the feeling of it, to stay in the vibe of it. The longer I stay in the vibe of Happy, the more Happy I will attract into my life. The more Happy I have in my life, the more the UN-Happy circumstances and people will fall away, making room for more Happy. Watching the stars at night reminds me everything is a cycle. We move in and out of each others’ lives, in and out of situations and circumstances, a constant display before us of what it is we are attracting, what we are a vibrational match to. Continue reading
