I’ve been working away here. New Kitty and YinYang are tolerating each other. I don’t know if he went out yesterday at all. I think the Universe is using him to get me to sleep in my bed instead of on the couch. I will go in there for a nap because I know he’ll appear as soon as I get settled in. It’s got to be better for my spine, but since I don’t have any problems I just sleep on the small chaise I call my couch. I place the armchair at the end of the chaise to make it long enough for me to stretch out (kinda) in. It’s not real comfortable but I don’t want it to be, otherwise I’d be in it all the time. I know it’s hard to discipline yourself to do creative visualization to pre-pave what you’d like your future experience to be, but I have learned that is key to my happy tomorrows. I know it’s hard to think happy fluffy thoughts when I’m stuck in the reality of my chaotic life surrounded by the downward spiral talk and opinions of people I can’t get way from, but I know if I don’t do it, I’ll be stuck there tomorrow and the day after and the day after.
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