Just when I began to think how fortunate I was to have lucked upon another brother on the path, I saw him as the chameleon.  He was distracted for a time, immersed himself obsessively, but the fruit is the evidence of the inner work being done.   His interests lie elsewhere. A brother on the Path is a sacred relationship to me.  I have been blessed with several in my time.  They act as teacher and student, as muse and artist, as we walk along side each other on the path to awakening and upliftment of consciousness.  This is not a romantic/sexual relationship.  I find this work is easier done with a man who lives a monastic lifestyle, or who has a partner of many years who understands the work we are doing together. One such brother passed several years ago.  I will by my dedication to my practice attract another if that is what is best meant for me, otherwise I shall happily travel my path alone.