I wrote yesterday that my tenant of nine years was moving out of the mobile home I own at Holiday Park in Palm Bay.  A friend asked me why that could happen to me since I’m “such a positive thinker.”  I always have to laugh when I get that question because why would someone assume that me losing a tenant is a bad thing?  And it wasn’t really out of the blue.  I always know when things are shaking up for me that I’ve done something to attract it.   I’d written earlier this week that I bought a new bed and re-arranged furniture in the bedroom and sitting room areas.  I also changed up my spiritual practice, and re-did the altar in the living room fireplace.  My life experience tells me that anytime I start moving stuff around like that, that is the butterfly wing that puts the waves of change into motion.

It’s times like this that the Universe lets me show myself how much faith I actually have.  I choose to bring to mind the fact that I’ve never had anything taken from me that wasn’t replaced by something better.  It’s always an upgrade  as far as personal happiness.  That’s my story anyway, and it works.  I remember that whatever story I’m telling on a regular basis is going to become my reality.  And my experience has been that nothing leaves my life without it making room for something better.

So how can I stay in the flow when one source of income is scheduled to stop?  I remember that I have multiple sources of income and that if one dries up, another can begin.  It’s always been so and it’s never been a problem.  Because of that, I don’t worry and freak out about it.  Plus, I have good landlord/tenant karma (smile.)

I don’t worry about it because I remember that my dollars flow out of who I am.  Just as the giant oak tree comes from the tiny acorn, just so do my dollars flow out of who I am, and what I am being and doing.   I recognize that God/the Universe is my supply and it is their good pleasure to give me the kingdom.  And if I have faith, I can stay in the vortex and what I want will be laid at my feet.  Every time.

I know that when I am in the vortex, if I just go with the flow, it will all work itself out.  If I allow myself to be pulled out of the vortex as a result of anything that anyone around me is saying or doing, it’s my fault.  I’m in charge of where I let my thoughts lead me.  They either lead me in or out of the vortex.  It’s as simple as that.

So, yes, I’ve been stirring up the chi at home and within days I have evidence of it shaking up my physical world.  But none of it is bad news.  To me, it’s like drawing the tarot card of The Lightning Struck Tower.  It means the breakdown of the status quo and the opportunity to rebuild again fresh a life that is more relevant to you now.  The result is always something you prefer emerging from the ashes of what was no longer satisfying your soul.

I will be on the lookout for opportunities to become aware of, for people to connect with, and do whatever work shows up in front of me.  I am so blessed to lead the life I do,  I have no complaints whatsoever.

Andrea

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