{"id":49820,"date":"2025-08-06T20:44:23","date_gmt":"2025-08-07T01:44:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/?p=49820"},"modified":"2025-08-06T20:44:23","modified_gmt":"2025-08-07T01:44:23","slug":"an-email-reading-how-can-i-regain-my-faith-despite-fear","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/an-email-reading-how-can-i-regain-my-faith-despite-fear\/","title":{"rendered":"An Email Reading How Can I Regain My Faith Despite Fear?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><a style=\"color: #000000;\" href=\"http:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/email-readings-Book-Bead-pic-with-text.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-49822\" src=\"http:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/email-readings-Book-Bead-pic-with-text.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"987\" height=\"408\" srcset=\"https:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/email-readings-Book-Bead-pic-with-text.jpg 987w, https:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/email-readings-Book-Bead-pic-with-text-300x124.jpg 300w, https:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/email-readings-Book-Bead-pic-with-text-768x317.jpg 768w, https:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/email-readings-Book-Bead-pic-with-text-624x258.jpg 624w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 987px) 100vw, 987px\" \/><\/a><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I did an<a href=\"https:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/readings\/\"> email reading<\/a> this week with some excellent questions <span style=\"font-size: 1rem;\">and received permission to share the reading with you. For background, several family members have serious health issues that require daily attention, including the questioner, who caretakes it all, however the info is Universal.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>Question:<\/strong><\/span><strong> <em>I believe in pre-birth planning and that we took this lifetime on in agreement. I\u2019ve been happy and able to navigate the challenges while working and raising my children. This has shaken me. I question if I made decisions that made things more difficult.\u00a0 We are in a tough period of our journey. I am doing what I\u2019m able to get more help and maintain hope. I feel depleted. The cuts the administration made to our lifeline of help at a time when we need more, not less, makes it hard to face each day.<\/em><\/strong><\/span><!--more--><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">Question:\u00a0<\/span> <em>I\u2019ve always had a belief and narrative that helped me live with challenges. I am searching for that now. It\u2019s not coming easily. Will I regain my faith? How? I am trying to fill my mind with affirmative, loving thoughts. Fear seems to be winning. I need help to turn it around. What is the best way for me to do this when I feel scared and isolated?<\/em><\/strong>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #3366ff;\"><strong>Andrea:<\/strong> <\/span>You made the best decisions you could make at the time. Know that no matter WHAT decisions you made, they&#8217;d all bring you to the place you are now. As difficult as it was and is, even though you&#8217;re feeling depleted, you&#8217;re building strength and receiving evidence of what you&#8217;re capable of doing, which is more than you thought you were capable of. Realizing that will bring you a peace and hopefulness, that in the moment you&#8217;re always able to muster up to do what needs to be done. It will always be so for you. Resources will appear for you and in fact are already on their way to you once your vibrational stance changes a bit as you release resistance.<\/p>\n<p>Resistance is simply us letting our fearful thoughts get away from us so we spend too much time focused on a problematic situation, which for you is multi layered and frankly enormous. It&#8217;s hard to keep your attention AWAY from something like that but you know how to pivot your attention to better things, happier times without mingling regret in there. That&#8217;s how you release resistance and vibe in a higher place, which in turn attracts a preferred outcome.<\/p>\n<p>You do give thought time to how you may have done things differently and those thoughts do tend to spiral downward a bit before you catch yourself. The sooner you can get OFF that topic altogether and turn your attention to something fun and happy and unrelated, the quicker you will begin to feel a peace about the situation, which also means the sooner the situation begins to resolve.<\/p>\n<p>Which means the help and assistance that&#8217;s on its way to you can more quickly make itself known, whether that&#8217;s by means of programs becoming available or funding becoming available or advocates appearing on the scene to help you wade thru the massive paperwork and info.<\/p>\n<p>All of that aids in helping you feel at least THAT part of it&#8217;s getting under control and when that happens, you will begin to feel moments of peace and hopefulness about the situation and that peace signals that the situation is beginning to resolve.\u00a0 That peace is your vibrational resonance changing, which is turn means you&#8217;ll begin to see evidence of help on the way, because help IS on the way. And your resistant thought is the only thing that slows it down.<\/p>\n<p>I know it&#8217;s hard to trust that resolution is coming when so often in the past it has not, but you need to remind yourself thru your self talk that it&#8217;s on its way. Again, when it&#8217;s on the way to you yet you see no evidence of it, your self talk is what will bridge the gap from where you (vibrationally) are and where you want to be.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000; font-size: 1rem;\">Opportunities are presented to you in response to your self talk. Ask for new doors to be shown to you, then ask (within\/silently) in every situation and as you stand before every person, what good does this person or situation have for me? If your thoughts are wrapped up rehashing past problems, you\u2019re not actively looking for your good.\u00a0 When you look for your good, people will come into your life to help you achieve it. Situations will unfold that will delight you. Be on the lookout for WHAT GOOD DOES THIS DAY HOLD FOR ME?<\/span><\/p>\n<div>\n<p><span style=\"color: #9900ff;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">As far as self talk and what specifically to say, here are some helpful links\u00a0<\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/i-program-my-self-talk-to-attract-opportunity\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\" data-saferedirecturl=\"https:\/\/www.google.com\/url?q=https:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/i-program-my-self-talk-to-attract-opportunity\/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1754615952217000&amp;usg=AOvVaw2n_vMFnb7oTdzG5h3w9uUb\">\u00a0<\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/i-program-my-self-talk-to-attract-opportunity\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\" data-saferedirecturl=\"https:\/\/www.google.com\/url?q=https:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/i-program-my-self-talk-to-attract-opportunity\/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1754615952217000&amp;usg=AOvVaw2n_vMFnb7oTdzG5h3w9uUb\">https:\/\/<wbr \/>horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/i-<wbr \/>program-my-self-talk-to-<wbr \/>attract-opportunity\/<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">In order to release resistance, nothing needs to change but our perception, our thoughts and our self talk. It\u2019s not always easy to remember that whatever situation I\u2019m in, I\u2019ve gotten there by being a vibrational match to it. It\u2019s not always easy to see how that can be. The only way I can get out of it is to change my thoughts about what I\u2019m living and what I\u2019m seeing.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">When you use your self-talk to remind yourself that you have access to inner guidance that can lead you in the right direction for all decisions, you become very powerful. When you tell yourself that, your mind starts looking for evidence of it and attracting guidance and inspiration to you. And unless you drown out that inner guidance by having your attention on the (albeit substantial and hard to ignore) woes going on right now, you\u2019ll be inspired to action that can change your mood, your level of faith and your world \u2014 right now, right where you are \u2014 for the better. <strong>And t<\/strong><i><b>alk about powerful, in the midst of all that&#8217;s going on, you&#8217;ve managed to once again reach REMISSION from stage 4 cancer!<\/b><\/i><i><b><\/b><\/i><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">If you spend 51% of your time looking all around you at everything that&#8217;s going wrong, you can\u2019t be attracting anything else. Discipline yourself to be able to quickly pivot your attention to something happier, like I watch funny talking cat videos on TikTok. Those moments of bringing a smile to your face will lead to more moments of happier thoughts and you\u2019ll begin to attract REASONS for even more happier thoughts. The more you can let THAT be your snowball each day, the quicker you&#8217;ll see your situations begin to resolve.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #3d85c6;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">These are very real things that are happening to you. <\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #3d85c6;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Remember that whatever situation you&#8217;re in, you\u2019ve gotten there by being a vibrational match to it. It\u2019s not always easy to see how that can be and trying to figure it out will just add more resistance. The only way to get out of it is to change your thoughts about what you&#8217;re living and what you&#8217;re seeing. pivot your attention elsewhere, at least temporarily. Discipline yourself so it&#8217;s easier to catch yourself and do next time.<\/span><\/span><b><\/b><i style=\"font-size: 1rem;\"><b><span style=\"color: #3d85c6;\"><\/p>\n<p><\/span><\/b><\/i><b style=\"font-size: 1rem;\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">QUESTION: I\u2019ve always had a belief and narrative that helped me live with challenges. I am searching for that now. It\u2019s not coming easily<\/span>.<\/p>\n<p><\/b><b style=\"font-size: 1rem;\"><span style=\"color: #3d85c6;\">Andrea:<\/span><\/b><span style=\"color: #3d85c6;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\"> The thing is it&#8217;s time for an upgrade (think of it as on par with the Windows 11 update) in your beliefs and very often that&#8217;s precipitated by traumatic events. You&#8217;ve been living in a traumatic situation on many levels for quite awhile now. Volcanos have two ways to erupt to release pressure: effusive and explosive. It can erupt slowly, causing little lava flows here and there, or &#8212; depending upon how much pressure (karmic momentum of everyone involved and <\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">yes you know we all signed up before birth to be born into the situations we find ourselves in) is stored up &#8212; it can be explosive, raining down in a wide arc upon everything around them.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>QUESTION: Will I regain my faith? How?\u00a0I am trying to fill my mind with affirmative, loving thoughts. Fear seems to be winning. I need help to turn it around.\u00a0What is the best way for me to do this when I feel scared and isolated?<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b style=\"font-size: 1rem;\"><span style=\"color: #3d85c6;\">Andrea:<\/span><\/b><span style=\"font-size: 1rem;\">\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\">You&#8217;ll soon enough have the explosive situations behind you, replaced by normal, garden variety human life trauma. And it will be easier. You&#8217;ll begin to attract the help you need and that will give you enough evidence to give you hope that more help is on the way. You&#8217;ll discover new people, both friends and advocates familiar with your situations and educated in how to help you navigate them. Having a bit of community helps you sustain hope and give glimmers of faith for the best possible outcome. You&#8217;ll discover organizations to aid in resolving every step of what you&#8217;re having to deal with now. As this comes you&#8217;ll enjoy increasing hope and peace of mind<\/span><b style=\"font-size: 1rem;\"><i><span style=\"color: #3d85c6;\">.<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n<p>###<br \/>\nend of email reading<\/p>\n<p><strong>RELATED<br \/>\n<\/strong><a style=\"font-size: 1rem;\" href=\"https:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/an-email-reading-how-do-i-draw-him-closer\/\" rel=\"bookmark\">An email reading: How do I draw him closer?<\/a><span style=\"font-size: 1rem;\"><br \/>\n<\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/an-email-reading-she-has-ongoing-health-issues\/\" rel=\"bookmark\">An email reading: She has ongoing health issues<\/a><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/an-email-reading-a-writer-asks-will-i-win-the-lottery\/\" rel=\"bookmark\">An email reading. 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For background, several family members have serious health issues that require daily attention, including the questioner, who caretakes it all, however the info is Universal. 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