I am glad to be working alone again, for me it’s like that with any ‘relationship’, I feel an almost overwhelming\u00a0sense of relief and freedom when it’s over with.\u00a0 Not that I didn’t appreciate it and enjoy it, just it’s always such ‘work.’\u00a0 So mostly I learn lessons about myself during those times: about my automatic responses and my emotional triggers.\u00a0 Thankfully it never takes me too long to catch back up on the work that got stalled while I was training someone.\u00a0\u00a0I would love to find a take-charge person like me, someone assertive and motivated enough to handle all the office administration and even\u00a0assemble and oversee a\u00a0sales and distribution team.\u00a0 That would leave me free to do the work I love.\u00a0I would like to learn to draw and paint on the computer like on a tablet and stylus setup or whatever those are called.\u00a0 Hmmm maybe I’ll go look on YouTube and see if I can find someone doing a tutorial.\u00a0 I have to first find out what they are called.\u00a0 Hey maybe Consumer Reports has rated them, I should go check, I keep a subscription with them<\/p>\n