{"id":40632,"date":"2013-03-02T02:37:35","date_gmt":"2013-03-02T07:37:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/?p=40632"},"modified":"2015-05-31T02:38:18","modified_gmt":"2015-05-31T07:38:18","slug":"to-he-who-is-blaming-me-for-what-he-is-attracting","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/to-he-who-is-blaming-me-for-what-he-is-attracting\/","title":{"rendered":"To he who is blaming me for what he is attracting"},"content":{"rendered":"

Jeremy, I won\u2019t share the email you just sent me.\u00a0 The buck stops here. Remember that\u00a0you agreed on Day One<\/a>\u00a0to be part of a publicly shared journey, honesty and transparency, you asked for it, specifically. \u201cI am ready, I can handle it, this is soul work.\u201d\u00a0Remember that when you blame me for anything.<\/em>\u00a0 Updating a blog post when your wife emails me doesn\u2019t mean I\u2019ve not \u201clet it go.\u201d It means I\u2019m updating a blog post. That I didn\u2019t include her entire email shows I have boundaries.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0You sing of stepping stones yet deny your own<\/a>. My wanting you to get help overrides my caring if you ever talk to me again. And always the crazy lies, why? Like your mom losing her house next month \u2013 no she\u2019s not. I understand so much now.\u00a0\u00a0 If you moved away, it would halt it once and for all. But the Universe hasn\u2019t wanted that to happen yet, so here we are, literally in front of each other.\u00a0I wish for you what I wish for me<\/a>. I will continue to write about whatever I see happening right in front of me. I have nothing to hide.\u00a0 I was you twenty years ago. I tried to be a brother on the path to you. When you\u2019re ready for that, the soul knows no separation. Your goodbyes mean nothing, as your soul speaks to mine. When the personality stops being bruised and steps into the background, we will connect again, long from now.\u00a0 I was the only one who came to your rescue when you cried out, deny me as you might in your anger for me outing your behavior (which you agreed to by the way). I pray understanding eases your pain.\u00a0 Live what you\u2019ve been taught these last 16 months and it will transform your life. For right now, you\u2019re just playing at magic and\u00a0 greater treasure lies beyond.\u00a0 Bless you, truly.<\/p>\n

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