{"id":29336,"date":"2013-05-31T08:56:35","date_gmt":"2013-05-31T12:56:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/?p=29336"},"modified":"2013-06-01T16:40:59","modified_gmt":"2013-06-01T20:40:59","slug":"no-more-waiting-to-get-on-with-my-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/horizonsmagazine.com\/blog\/no-more-waiting-to-get-on-with-my-life\/","title":{"rendered":"No more waiting to get on with my life"},"content":{"rendered":"

Last night I went to The POD <\/a>\u00a0and saw\u00a0Richard Mekdeci<\/a>, Sue Riley<\/a> and Jana Stanfield <\/a>in concert. Awesome and uplifting as always. I resonate with Jana’s song\u00a0“I don\u2019t want to be George Bailey<\/a> waiting for the right time.” \u00a0\u00a0I think of a time that for an entire 12 months, \u00a0a friend and I were waiting for one thing or another before we could get into a routine with each other. \u00a0A routine where I could sleep and work, and where their routine would not disturb my responsibilities or income. \u00a0A routine of daily spiritual practice together. \u00a0It took a year to realize we were not working toward the same goal, although we said we were. I had plenty of time to notice no effort on their part. \u00a0I chose instead to make excuses to myself and to everyone else for them. \u00a0DID THEY MAKE ME MISS A YEAR OF LIFE? \u00a0Nope. \u00a0I wanted to believe the dream, that we could have this cool soul brother friendship and that we’d come to it as equals. We never got that chance. \u00a0I could have made another decision at any time but chose not to. \u00a0My bad. \u00a0I don’t wanna be George Bailey either, no more waiting.
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